To Much!!

have you ever felt like you have been through all you can take then something else happens and it keeps getting worse? i have come to a conclusion that that is all that life has in store for us. feeling sorry for yourself will not help you move on. At a certain time you will have to realize that the only person that can help you is yourself. No one but an exception of your parents or close relatives actually care about how you feel or what you are going through. there isn't anyone who could possibly understand how you feel unless they have endured your hardships. once you realize life doesn't get any easier you learn to live what God has givin you and pray for the best to happen. nothing can help you feel better, but yourself. alcohol drugs or any other thing you think will help you cope with stress doesn't actually help you it only adds on to you problems. as a person of my age i have already seen many close friends and family members try to get rid of their problems by using any kind of drug they can find. So when i found out that my own brother was over twice the legal limit of intoxication with also some traces of marijuana at the time of his death it absolutely broke my heart and ive been trying to forgive him with leaving all of us when we didnt even get to say good bye.