spanish video project!

wow! i didnt think that doing a video by yourswelf could be so hard. thank goodness my little brother was home to hold the camera. it is already hard enough to know how to speak spanish but be able to speak it on the spot is hard. this experience has been really eye opening. i guess i wont miss class again so i dont have to group work all by myself. make up work is alreaqdy hard but if u add on somthing as hard as a video that u have to edit and make look good it just becomes a biug hassle i dont think i actually leaqrned anything that will help me in spanish class.

finals

this is the worst time of the school year and it comes twice. itsw called finals. Finals are so stressfull and u feel like you have to cram everything in. we stress all the way up until this time to get all ofr our grades to a's so that we might be able to exempt out of the classes we think are going to be the hardest. we all know that we probably wont be able to get all a's and most likely will have to take one or two hard finals. i think finals are really pointless how will they help me. the only thing the do is add on stress during the christmas season and require us to have to study the hardeswt that we have ever studied to get a grade that cant really be sure whether or not you actually listened or if you cramed it in just to get a good grade.

snow

i cant wait for winter! its my favorite time of the year because thats when you can make snow men nd build snow forts and have snow ball fights. my birthday is also in the winter it is the 8th of january. the only time i do not like the winter is when we have ice storms because power outages suck! althought hey ar4e very fun to be out of school but i alos hate having to make up school till june the 5th for the time we missed for the ice storm! but i do not like waking up in the morning and it being cold i like everything about winter except the coldness.

work!

why do we call work work?? dont we go to college so that we can pursue our dreams and do somthing with our lives that we enjoy? And if we do become what we want to be for the rest of our lives wouldnt u want it to be somthing we like? so therefore when i grow older and graduate from college and start my carreer my job wont be work. i will call it fun. fun is a better description word for our jobs that we have spent 1/4 of our lives preparing for. we go to school to set up our lives for what we want to do you may not know that when you are a 1st grader but asw we grow and learn we find out that we are schooled to set up our lives for success those who dont complete school usually arent successfull!

stupid cups without lids!!

i think all containers that are meant to hold some sort of liquid shoud have a top that cant be taken off. It isw just a hassle when your always cleaning up messes because somone has spilt thier drink. i spilt my drinki this morning. i was watching the morning announcements when i got up to say the pledge i had my drink in my hand and the next thing i remeber is the drink all over my lap. how it got ther is beyond me. but anyways cleaning up messes are never fun so with my pee like stains down the front of my pants i walked to go get napkins to clean the mess up and i dont think i have ever been stared at so much in my life but it diddnt matter because they had no idea how it got there. and thats why all cups need lids that cant be taken off to save the humiliation for someones poor soul.

memories

again i am blogging about my brother because that is the only thing that has been on my mind for the past 17 days. my brother has shown up in our day to day lives in so many mysterious ways yet i still miss him but they seem to give me comfort to know that he isw here. recently this past saturday night he has givin my whole family a good laugh. i was in the process of falling asle3ep wen my mom comes flying through my door saying dylan has won the lottery dylan has won the lottery!! i had no clue waqt the crazy woman was talking about so i got out of mhy bed and went into the living room where my mom was speaking on the phone with my deceased brothers best friend dylan and all i could hear was i knew danny boi was watching over us. so i asked wat was going on my mother proceeded to tell me that dylan had won 100000 dollars from the lottery i just couldnt believe and i was told that dylan had used josh's favorite numbers and him and the rest of the boys were looking usw the numbers on the computer screen and just couldnt believe thier eyes. well after calming back down i went back to sleep and wen i woke up i went to church and came home and was askin my mom about the whole lottery thing so she texts dylan and he texts back saying that all night long with all 18 boys they all read the lottery numbers wrong and dylan really only won 3 dollars which he rele didnt win cause he payed 5 dollars for the ticket so we know jodsh was behind that stunt for a little laugh which made us all laugh and let us know hes up there and watching

favorite decoration!

my favorite decoration is the christmas tree because u can decorate the tree any way that you would like. every year i put the same ornaments on the tree plus some new ones that my family has recieved this christmas or bought. but no matter how many times you use the same ornaments the tree never seems to look the same as it did the year before. when i wake up on christmas morning the first thing i do isw look under the tree. the tree means that onm christmas mornming there will be presents underneath it and that i can also put presents underneth it to give to my family. it brings joy to all kids.

R.I.P. Danny Boi

You never realize how much you love your siblings until you have lost one. My brother was one of a kind. No one will ever live up to what i thought of him. Being the only girl with 3 brothers i have learned that we dont show love with hugs and telling eachother how we feel. We showed love through being mean to eachother or fighting because we seem to always know the next day everything was goin to be fine. I regret now not telling my brother how i felt just one time because that is somthing that i cant get back. There are things that wish i could have said or done with him but i cant dwell on the past and must move on the way i do this is by remembering what i did say to him and what we did do. I know that my big brother is looking down on me and i know this because from all of this i have gain 18 more brothers. those 18 boys are the gentlemen who carried my brothers casket. we couldnt pick jus one group to do it because all of these boys loved my brother just the same. So i write this blog in memory of my beloved brother JOSHUA JAMES CALHOUN.