R.I.P. Danny Boi

You never realize how much you love your siblings until you have lost one. My brother was one of a kind. No one will ever live up to what i thought of him. Being the only girl with 3 brothers i have learned that we dont show love with hugs and telling eachother how we feel. We showed love through being mean to eachother or fighting because we seem to always know the next day everything was goin to be fine. I regret now not telling my brother how i felt just one time because that is somthing that i cant get back. There are things that wish i could have said or done with him but i cant dwell on the past and must move on the way i do this is by remembering what i did say to him and what we did do. I know that my big brother is looking down on me and i know this because from all of this i have gain 18 more brothers. those 18 boys are the gentlemen who carried my brothers casket. we couldnt pick jus one group to do it because all of these boys loved my brother just the same. So i write this blog in memory of my beloved brother JOSHUA JAMES CALHOUN.