my dream

last night i woke up balling my eyes out. i had to retrack what i had dreamt, you know how you dream somthing nd then you cant seem to remember what you dreamed about. well, this was not at all like this. I seem to remeber every detail of this dream. it was like a miracle. the dream started out that i was on the intdernet and i was looking for someway to contact my brother who had disapeared like a year earlier. i was going through tons of websites just looking. most of the dream consisted of this, my mom was also helping me out with this. well after looking through all of the sites my mom told me she had some how contacted him a few months ago nd he was trying to find a way home and that he had still been going to church every sunday like my family had before my parents got divorced nd when all of us kids still lived in the house nd went to school. i was talking to my mom about all of this nd how proud i was of my brother whom i had never showed an ounce of emotion in front of.(in my household as brothers and sisters strength and being tough is how we showed love.) well my mom left the room and someone enter the house nd shut the door i paid no attention to this and just thought it was my oldest brother Jeffrey. well, soon that person came up to me and stuck somthing smelly in front of my nose and i hitt there hand and kind of yelled at them to stop. when i turned around i saw Josh my long lost brother staring back at me laughing how he used to when he aggrivated me. i then shot him a stare and for once in my life i took the mean look off my face and ran up to my brother and hugged him as i weeped. he just stood there hugging me back as he had never done before and everything seemed to stand still and thats when i woke up in a frenzy balling my eyes out. it seemed to all cometogether, how my dream seemed to be the way my brother was reaching out to me in a way i had never endured and seemed to make me feel as if he was still there and that he was watching over me and i will never in my life forget this dream because i will never forget the memory of my brother who cared about my family and about his faith