first year not trick or treating:(

this will be my first year not trick or treating myself. after last year that i had the people that i was getting candy from trying to also get my number i thought it would be time to hang up the costumes and not go. also when the people that i was trick or treating at were asking me how old i was and why i was out. when people say these things to me it just breaks my heart. but it is ok i can still dress up and go to a place where people my age don't very well look stupid, a costume party. i cant wait i even had my nails done for halloween.